I’d forgive you for what you called me, even though it broke my heart.
Truth is, I already have.
Truth is, even though I’m trying to act like I’m mad at you and I never want to see you again, I cry everyday because you were, and still are such a huge part of who I am.
You’re literally the only person I ever let in as much as I let you in. And you did one of the biggest things I begged you not to do. You threw it my face.
And I hate the fact that I struggle several times a day not to send you a text begging you to want to be in my life again. Every time I get a stupid idea or a funny though, I type it out, and then remember we aren’t friends now.
You made my life brighter, and you always made me laugh. And I need that really bad.
I want you back in my life, and I want my best friend back, but I know that’s not possible.
…I think what hurts more than anything is I didn’t fight to keep your love. And I’m sorry.
I love you, forever. You changed my life more than you’ll ever know.
I hope life treats you well and loves you like it should. You really do deserve it, and I’ll miss you more than I’ve missed anything.
Goodbye, and shut the door.